OUR STORY.

When someone dies by suicide, the people impacted the most dramatically are those closest to the person that died. My father passed away when I was two from suicide. I was told by my mom that he was a 6’4, 250 pound gentle giant. Loved his family and friends and would do anything for them. Knowone in our family saw it coming, and were in complete shock. 

Growing up I felt very lonely and insignificant that he left. I didn’t understand why he would choose to leave us, if he loved us. It effected my self esteem and battled depression throughout my life. I never felt worthy or good enough.

In 2008, I had the most vivid dream that I will never forget. My dad came to me and was wearing a white flowing robe with lights beaming all around him. They were so bright that I could feel the warmth coming from them.  He told me that things weren’t the way they appeared when he died and I needed to build a closer relationship with Jesus. 

From that point on I started my spiritual journey. I knew there was a bigger purpose he was trying to show me for my life. I continued to work in the corporate world climbing the corporate ladder for 15 years while battling anxiety and depression. Feeling empty inside. The burning desire that there was more to life than this, had never left. My corporate career ended during the Pandemic, having no idea what the next chapter of my life would be.

That dream I had of my dad never left me.

There is nothing worse than feeling alone, unloved, and not worthy.

One of Jesus's most important lessons was to "Let All You Do Be Done In Love" 1 Corinthians 16:14. Love is one of the utmost recorded thems in the word of God.

Souls Love was born!!!